RavenFB: Wish I could enter for Summoner, but alas, I only have a rep of 2. Guess I started actually using the forums a little too late.
Nevertheless, I'm glad that you were able to turn things around. It often turns out that we don't realize just what we have until we hit rock bottom and lose it all. I doubt I'm the only person on here who shares a similar story with you. The important thing is to never forget what you've been through, because the perspective it can give you in the future is invaluable in keeping yourself together. If the Lord led you through it, he led you TO it for a reason. Don't forget it, but also don't be ashamed of it. Your experience will speak to others. I don't know precisely where you stand, in terms of faith, but I would guess by some of your statements that you are a Christian of one denomination or other. If that's the case, or even if it isn't, I pray that the things you have been through will help to strengthen your family, and your faith in God. Use your pain and your rehabilitation to heal others, as an example that there is always room for forgiveness and reconciliation. Thank you for sharing, both your story, and your games. Have a wonderful, merry Christmas!
The Summoner is a game about similar things. A man does something terrible during a horrible event. He hits rock bottom. And a part of his journey is in his atonement.
But I won't say more. You can try it yourself. By the powers vested in me by AcixFlux, The Summoner is yours! Enjoy!